I don't know what's going on with me,I mean, I'm not feeling good these days. It looks like I'm a bit sad; I feel lazzy, sleepy... This morning, I woke up and got very upset because I overslept and I was supposed to wake up earlier to do my homework. I hate when I don't read the texts I was supposed to read and I getlost in the classroom. Today, it happened twice, I got lost in both English and literature classes. I feel like I'm always trying to reach my classmates, like I'm the worst student who never do the activities, who never read the texts and even when I read them I never know what they mean, something like this. I know I could try to do it better, I could be more dedicated, but it's so hard for me. I'm feeling so tired right now, by the way. I should use my time better.

Actually there are somethings I wanted to say but I really can't (Eu não consigo!!!!). Sometimes I think I should cry. Cry is good, however, it is not easy for a man to cry. I can't cry. I'm choking with it. Somebody could say: "How sexist you are, man! Why can't a man cry?" And I would answer: I was raised in a very sexist society in which I always had to save my tears to prove that I'm a man (macho). Nowadays I just can't spend my tears. I know that crying is one of the simpliest things for human beings (biologically)to do, though, I can't do it. Oh, how pathetic I am.

Fortunately, tomorrow I'll have lunch with my dear friend Isabel. It can make me feel better. She's really great.
Well, this weekend has been ok. Of course it could be better if I wasn't working right now, or not... Also if I didn't have a plenty of things to read and homeworks to do I would be having more fun, or not. Life is like this, we always complain about it. I can say this saturday had been pretty "agradável" before I came to work. I woke up this morning by my fiancée side, which was amazing, beucase I really love her. Even when she does things I really hate, like when she brings "cachorros de rua" to take care at home. Yes guys, I know it is the opposite of sensitive (I forget words sometimes or I really don't know them) of my part, but I don't like pets. Actually I like animals though, I prefer them at their places, in their natural habitats. Ok, but the thing is, my fiancée usually make me feel upset though, I understand this is part of a relationship and I know she has to deal with me too.
Coming back to the Saturday morning and afternoon, It was really good, we went to my parents house, which is still my home, and had breackfast there. Then we went have lunch at my mother in law's house. We had some fun there. After having lunch, we went to Rafaella's appartment (Rafaella is my fiancée's name)and took a nap. Oh, how I like to take naps in the afternoons. After the nap we did somethings which I'm not in the mood to describe here, because it's starting to become repetitive and there isn't anything special, at least for you guys, about my Saturday...
Now I'm here, at my work with a lot of windows oppened and thinking about things like: "Oh man! Do I really have to do these homeworks?" So guys, I think that's pretty much it and I'm really sorry to make you (if there is anybody there) read until the end and see that there's nothing interesting here. But don't worry, this is just the beggining, I promise I'll right a lot of not interesting stuff from now on. Kisses
So, I just wanted to say that I'm a newbie here and I'm kind of lost.
Although I'll take a course on how to succeed here. Just for the ones who are
gonna read this stuff to know, I'm not very good at English yet...

I think it's gonna be the beggining of a new virtual life...Also it's gonna be
a good opportunity to learn a lot.

I think that's it for today.

PS: Só pra não dizer que não escrevi nada na minha própria e amanda
lingua. Aqui vai algo em português. Na real já foi. hehehe. É isso...

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